I walked through the door with you我曾和你一起走过那道门
The air was cold空气清冷
But somethin' 'bout it felt like home somehow但不知为何 有种家的感觉
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house我的围巾遗落在你姐姐家里
And you've still got it in your drawer even now你至今还把它存放在抽屉里
Oh, your sweet disposition, and my wide eyed gaze哦 你性情温柔 我好奇的眼睛注视着你
We're singing in the car getting lost upstate我们一路高歌 沉溺在去往北方的路上
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place秋叶飘落 宛如拼图碎片 恰好各就其位
And I can picture it after all these days时隔多日 我仍然记得那个画面
And I know it's long gone and that magic's not here no more我知道一切已经远逝 那种魔力荡然无存
And I might be okay but I'm not fine at all我或许可以假装无恙 但其实痛楚仍在
'Cause there we are again on that little town street因为我们仿佛又回到了那个小镇的街道
You almost ran the red你差点闯红灯
'Cause you were looking over at me只因你看我看得入迷
Wind in my hair, I was there风吹过我的头发 我就在那里
I remember it all too well我把一切记得太过清晰
Photo album on the counter相册静静躺在柜台上
Your cheeks were turning red你的脸颊泛红
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed你曾是个戴眼镜的小孩 睡在单人小床上
And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee ball team你妈妈说起你在少儿棒球队里的故事
You taught me 'bout your past你跟我讲你的过去
Thinkin' your future was me以为你的未来会有我
And you were tossing me the car keys你把车钥匙扔给我
'Fuck the patriarchy' keychain on the ground带着叛逆字样的钥匙链掉在地上
We were always skipping town我们总是离开小镇
And I was thinking on the drive down驾车离开的路上 我心绪飘荡
Any time now, he's gonna say it's love现在无论何时 他都把爱挂在嘴边
You never called it what it was却从未说清那是什么
Till we were dead and gone and buried直到我们成为陌路 逝去 被尘封
Check the pulse and come back你试探着是否还有生机 然后回来
Swearing it's the same, after three months in the grave发誓一切如旧 尽管已然沉寂了三个月之久
And then you wondered where it went to你想知道曾经的爱意去了哪里
As I reached for you but all I felt was shame当我触及你时 却只感到羞愧
And you held my lifeless frame你抱着我那无力的身躯
And I know it's long gone and我知道一切已经远逝
There was nothing else I could do我无能为力
And I forget about you long enough我很久以前就将你忘却
To forget why I needed to久到甚至忘了我为何要忘却
'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night因为我们仿佛又在半夜相聚
We're dancin' 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light借着冰箱的冷光 我们在厨房里跳舞
Down the stairs, I was there走下楼梯 我就在那里
I remember it all too well我把一切记得太过清晰
And there we are again我们又回到了那个时候
When nobody had to know无需任何人知晓
You kept me like a secret你将我藏匿 如同秘密
But I kept you like an oath但我将你守护 如同誓言
Sacred prayer and we'd swear神圣的祷告 我们发誓
To remember it all too well要把这一切记得无比清晰
Well, maybe we got lost in translation好吧 或许我们词不达意
Maybe I asked for too much或许我要求的太多
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you tore it all up而我们或许是天作之合 却被你亲手毁掉
Running scared, I was there惊慌失措地逃跑 我就在那里
I remember it all too well我把一切记得太过清晰
And you call me up again你又打电话给我
Just to break me like a promise像打碎诺言一样 让我心破碎
So casually cruel in the name of being honest假借诚实的名义 残忍伤害我 却如此漫不经心
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here我就像一张被揉皱的纸散落在这里
'Cause I remember it all, all, all因为我记得这一切 一切 一切
They say all's well that ends well他们说结局好就一切都好
But I'm in a new hell every time但每当你蒙骗我的心
You double-cross my mind我如同坠入新的地狱
You said if we had been closer in age你说如果我们的年纪更相近
Maybe it would have been fine或许一切都会很美好
And that made me want to die这让我痛不欲生
The idea you had of me你心里的我
Who was she?究竟是什么样子
A never-needy, ever lovely jewel一颗从不需要呵护 却永远华美的宝石
Whose shine reflects on you璀璨的光芒映在你身上
Not weeping in a party bathroom从不会在派对的浴室里哭泣
Some actress asking me what happened有位女演员问我发生了什么
You你
That's what happened: You这一切全都因为你
You, who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes你 用低调的笑话赢得了我父亲的欢心
Sipping coffee like you were on a late night show品着咖啡 就像上深夜秀一样
But then he watched me watch the front door但他却眼睁睁看我盯着前门
All night, willing you to come整晚盼着你能来
And he said, "It's supposed to be fun…turning twenty-one"他说 二十一岁生日 应该过得快乐
Time won't fly时间停滞
It's like I'm paralyzed by it仿佛我被这段感情麻痹
I'd like to be my old self again我渴望找回过去的自己
But I'm still trying to find it但我仍在努力寻找
After plaid shirt days那些穿着格子衫的日子过去了
And nights when you made me your own那些你拥有我的夜晚过去了
Now you mail back my things现在你把我的东西都寄回来了
And I walk home alone我独自走回家
But you keep my old scarf但从我们初识的那周开始
From that very first week你就保留着我的旧围巾
'Cause it reminds you of innocence, and it smells like me因为它让你想起曾经的纯真 它沾满我的气息
You can't get rid of it你无法摆脱
'Cause you remember it all too well因为你把一切记得太过清晰
'Cause there we are again when I loved you so因为我们又回到我深爱着你的时候
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known回到你失去心中唯一真实的东西之前
It was rare, I was there如此珍贵 我就在那里
I remember it all too well我把一切记得太过清晰
Wind in my hair, you were there风吹过我的头发 你就在那里
You remember it all这一切你都记得
Down the stairs, you were there走下楼梯 你就在那里
You remember it all这一切你都记得
It was rare, I was there如此珍贵 我就在那里
I remember it all too well我把一切记得太过清晰
And I was never good at telling jokes我从来不擅长讲笑话
But the punchline goes但好笑的是
"I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age"“我会老去 但你总会迷恋像我一样的妙龄女孩”
From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones自从你在布鲁克林将我伤害得体无完肤
I'm a soldier whose returning half her weight我像个颓然归来的士兵 瘦削了一半
And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?曾经炙热如火的爱 是否也让你染了忧郁
Just between us, did the love affair maim you too?我们之间的这份爱 是否也让你不再完整
'Cause in this city's barren cold因为在这座城市的荒凉寒冷中
I still remember the first fall of snow我依然记得那场初雪的降临
And how it glistened as it fell还有初雪落下时闪闪发光的景象
I remember it all too well我把一切记得太过清晰
Just between us, did the love affair maim you我们之间的这份爱 是否让你不再完整
All too well?一切太过清晰了吗
Just between us, do you remember it我们之间的一切 你是否记得
All too well?太过清晰了
Just between us, I remember it all too well我们之间的一切 我记得太过清晰
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there风吹过我的头发 我就在那里 我就在那里
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there走下楼梯 我就在那里 我就在那里
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there神圣的祷告 我就在那里 我就在那里
It was rare, you remember it如此珍贵 你全都记得
All too well太过清晰了
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there风吹过我的头发 我就在那里 我就在那里
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there走下楼梯 我就在那里 我就在那里
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there神圣的祷告 我就在那里 我就在那里
It was rare, you remember it如此珍贵 你全都记得
All too well太过清晰了
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there风吹过我的头发 我就在那里 我就在那里
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there走下楼梯 我就在那里 我就在那里
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there神圣的祷告 我就在那里 我就在那里
It was rare, you remember it如此珍贵 你全都记得
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there风吹过我的头发 我就在那里 我就在那里
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there走下楼梯 我就在那里 我就在那里
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there神圣的祷告 我就在那里 我就在那里
It was rare, you remember it如此珍贵 你全都记得