I'm too emotional, I have to let you go我难以自持 太过情绪化 不得不松开你的手
I haven't cleaned my room since last time you came home自从你上次回家 我就没收拾过我的房间
And everyday that passes by, makes it so much harder to enjoy my life而过去的每一天 让我无法享受生活的美好
Though, it's part of growing older尽管这也是成长路上的风景
Sleeping with the lights off, it's better, If I'm blind so I can get you off my mind, 'cause我熄灯睡去 若目不能视 我便能将你从我的脑海中抹去 因为
Everytime I see you smile, I die a little bit每当见你绽放笑颜 我就会心碎一点
Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with?听说你一切都好 我想知道 你现在和谁在一起
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here我假装不在意 哄骗自己 你就陪在我身旁
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare一切不过一场噩梦 噩梦
But everytime I see those eyes但每次看到那双眼眸
I wonder if you know you're keeping me up late at night我不知道 你知不知道 是你让我夜不能寐
I don't know where to go我不知道该何去何从
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here我假装不在意 哄骗自己 你就陪在我身旁
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare一切不过一场噩梦 噩梦
I'm too impulsive, I didn't mean to call again我实在太冲动 我不是故意又致电过来
I wasn't thinking straight last night at 3 A.M昨晚凌晨三点 我思绪混乱
I've been having trouble trying to fall asleep我一直在努力入睡
Melatonin by my side, but my will is weak褪黑激素就备在身边 可意志薄弱的我
Keep notions that I'm fine so I don't need还是觉得自己安然无恙 所以我不需要
Medicated remedies, fucking benzodiazepines所谓药物疗法 才不需要安眠药
Everytime I see you smile, I die a little bit每当见你绽放笑颜 我就会心碎一点
Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with?听说你一切都好 我想知道 你现在和谁在一起
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here我假装不在意 哄骗自己 你就陪在我身旁
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare一切不过一场噩梦 噩梦
But everytime I see those eyes但每次看到那双眼眸
I wonder if you know you're keeping me up late at night我不知道 你知不知道 是你让我夜不能寐
I don't know where to go我不知道该何去何从
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here我假装不在意 哄骗自己 你就陪在我身旁
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare一切不过一场噩梦 噩梦
I'ma try, I don't why I wanna fall in love我为何还在费力尝试？我也不知道 自己为何想坠入爱河
I wanna die, everytime I see you parking up每当见你出现 我就想离开人世
Forget about the fights, remember the nights we had, it's not enough忘记从前所有争吵 回忆彼此共度的夜晚 那还不够
I wanna lie, pretend I'm alright, but我想自欺欺人 假装自己安然无恙 但
Everytime I see you smile, I die a little bit每当见你绽放笑颜 我就会心碎一点
Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with?听说你一切都好 我想知道 你现在和谁在一起
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here我假装不在意 哄骗自己 你就陪在我身旁
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare一切不过一场噩梦 噩梦
But everytime I see those eyes但每次看到那双眼眸
I wonder if you know you're keeping me up late at night我不知道 你知不知道 是你让我夜不能寐
I don't know where to go我不知道该何去何从
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here我假装不在意 哄骗自己 你就陪在我身旁
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare一切不过一场噩梦 噩梦
Everytime I see you smile, I die a little bit每当见你绽放笑颜 我就会心碎一点
Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with?听说你一切都好 我想知道 你现在和谁在一起
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here我假装不在意 哄骗自己 你就陪在我身旁
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare一切不过一场噩梦 噩梦
But everytime I see those eyes但每次看到那双眼眸
I wonder if you know you're keeping me up late at night我不知道 你知不知道 是你让我夜不能寐
I don't know where to go我不知道该何去何从
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here我假装不在意 哄骗自己 你就陪在我身旁
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare一切不过一场噩梦 噩梦