My mind's a broken mess我思绪万千心如乱麻
Torn by the ones I thought were best被我最信任之人背叛
I trusted them with all my heart我全心全意相信着他
And now we're back at start现在我们却回到了起点
Healing with time and pills使用时间和药物治愈
Through hurt that breaks the strongest wills借助摧毁了强大意志的伤害
But surely it's why I remain但这无疑是我留下的原因
To suffer through this undesired pain忍受这并不想要的痛苦
So here I lie in wait我伺机说出谎言
For days I say it's all okay许多天来，我说一切都好
Days fly by with no progress there时光飞逝，实际却毫无进展
It's just too much to bear要忍受的实在太多了
Thoughts about you关于你的思绪萦绕着我
Made me stop all the things I loved to do我再也无法三心二意
Sleepless nights without a fight在不眠之夜没有争吵
But I still hope that you're alright我仍希望你一切都好
And so I gave myself to you我将一切都献给了你
I didn't know I was used从未料想会被你利用
Those strings of fate wound up my mind那命运之线将我捆绑
My naïve heart took on that part天真的我承担了责任
And said that I'll be fine承诺我会处理好一切
And once again I'm thrown into a maze of perjuries我再次被扔进了伪证的迷宫
I lied and turned a blind eye to your lair of felonies我撒了谎，对你重罪的巢穴视而不见
And when it came the time for you to pay for all your crimes在你将为罪行付出代价之时
I took it all and said the fault was mine我挺身而出承担了一切
Though it's a fallacy虽然只是我的一厢情愿
All of this blame you gave你给我的所有责备
Was just to make sure I behaved都是为了确保我能表现良好
And in the end through severed ties最终通过切断的纽带
I saw through all your lies我看穿了你的所有谎言
Inside your twisted cage在你扭曲的牢笼之中
My blinded heart is filled with rage盲目的我充满了愤怒
This pain of mine was yours combined我替你忍受了你的痛苦
And you should be the one confined你才应该被关押起来
And so I gave myself to you我将一切都献给了你
I didn't know I was used从未料想会被你利用
Those strings of fate wound up my mind那命运之线将我捆绑
My naïve heart took on that part天真的我承担了责任
And said that I'll be fine承诺我会处理好一切
Now that I'm free it's all so clear to see现在我自由了，真相已然大白
That you were the one tormenting me是你一直在折磨着我
And in the year I thought this through and through那一年我彻底明白了
That I should be the one hating you我本应看清你的所作所为
And once again I'm thrown into a maze of perjuries我再次被扔进了伪证的迷宫
I lied and turned a blind eye to your lair of felonies我撒了谎，对你重罪的巢穴视而不见
And when it came the time for you to pay for all your crimes在你将为罪行付出代价之时
I took it all and said the fault was mine我挺身而出承担了一切
Though it's a fallacy虽然只是我的一厢情愿
And now I know the truth behind your weak hypocrisy我发现了你虚情假意的真相
You won't chain me with your guilt cause it's all words of blasphemy不要用你的罪行囚禁我，因为那皆为亵渎之言
And now it's come the time for you to pay for all your crimes在你将为罪行付出代价之时
I won't run right now at the end of the line我再也不会为你挺身而出
'Cause it's a fallacy一切都是我的一厢情愿